WALL STREET PLAYERS WIN OR LOSE
She Wanted Her Mans Love Documented
She built her empire alone. Her attempts to finding true love depleted her heart torn, her hopes for marriage gone. Her life was about her in her mansion she called home. The home she’d dreamed for, bought and paid for, attracted The Wall Street Players for. The men she craved for and hoped to die for. She traded them like Trading-Stocks-Options she hungered for the right one, as they walked in and out her fabulous doors. She was greedy for love. When it came to loving a man, she had become impatiently frantic. All her life she was a diehard romantic. She desired a relationship lacking tear-jerker breakup drama. The dramatic scenes that made couples call it quits from lover’s panic.
She was a strong woman who needed a strong man to understand. Throwing all discretion to the winds she declared rules for her men. Broken persistence and love obstacles she stood tall for her womanhood, all she asked of her men was to be understood. She had rules that scared most players away, protecting her heart of gold and securing her hard-earned bank-roll. The players she would attract treated her like commodity like she could be bought or sold. They wouldn’t listen to detail, couldn’t please her passionate mind, wouldn’t stare into her eyes, couldn’t see straight through her heart and feel her loving soul.
Her Wall Street loves win or lose were good lovers but wouldn’t invest in love not even when the stocks were high they couldn’t choose. To them her extreme guidelines and technicalities in loving her had unexpected repercussions. Withholding sex! Rich men were walking out on her, saying, farewell, so long, goodbye to her bold aggression.
She knew from past experiences every relationship created a system that at times could be broken down. A couple may have to compose them-selves and back away before they drown. Her delicate nature, was Fed-Up, that she had to try and try and try. Repeatedly her men strayed-a-way from her alternative test. One of those, let’s get married or break up trials; see how you like being without me deals, her men thought she was full of post-relation mess. Something players would never confess, feeling what she feels and acknowledge her test.
She knew the test wasn’t for everyone, she had witnessed relationships fall apart and die. The test is not a game, lie detector, tie-up, tie-down or hanky-panky-spy. The test is allowed within fair reason, fortune or fame. (A man better come to the table with some tests without shame.) In the game of love and war you can lose everything with anyone but you to blame. Her men didn’t like it when she put her foot down and exposed the test but she was determined to find one true man, and forget the rest.
Her relationships had been all about her pleasing her men and their wants and desires up to her breaking point. She was looking for a man who would tell her he wanted to please her in every way. She wasn’t finding anyone in the Wall Street Players Club one by one her relationships collected casualties she slain and slayed.
To her the test wasn’t about control, she was determined to win over the man for her. The man that could touch her heart and win over the fire in her soul.
First, she warned all her smooth talking coldhearted players; “I have given you the best of my love and our relationship isn’t going anywhere. I assume you love me because you’re here and loving me is your goal.” her men actions answered, forget your test, I don’t fit the mold.
It’s a woman’s business to find out where she stands. She wasn’t withholding sex on purpose to make them suffer at hand; she was suffering too, being without her true man. It was her life, her body, and it was her test. She wanted something to offer the man that would ask for her hand, she was undeniable sticking to her plan. She would say; “LOOK! Take some initiative, test me, turn me upside down and check for fleas. Whatever it takes to convince you to move forward in this relationship. Stop playing these games give me a ring, get down on one knee. Ask me, please?”
Man, after man she would get in their faces, LAID DOWN THE LAW and prayed they would agree. “Seriously! Are you ready to go all the way in our relationship? I’m talking marriage not oral sex. Love and devotion is what I expect.” She wanted her man’s love documented and acknowledged and couldn’t get one man to pass her test.
She wanted papers on her man and his word. A man’s word of honesty fills a woman emptiness and her love craving night after night she preferred his word. She needed to know the truth about how he was feeling to make their romance feel right. When a man doesn’t feel the same he should say what he feels instead of talking at all and acting uptight.
So, for the last time she explained before her last ex departed; “Everything we’ve gone through wasn’t all about you. Understand? When you have a woman like me who’s being true to her nature I can’t let you lay up night after night, year after year, and never talk or plan a future together. Love is contentment not a command. All you want to do is disagree and that leads to all night fights. We’re missing out on so much love we can both enjoy as a couple; I want love at first sight. When you lead me to assume I’m yours, that’s not right. When I don’t hear your words of love or witness your actions of a love connection between us, the relationship is built on my assumptions—because you’re here every night.
You’re here because I love you without fear. My assumptions are pure—I want you to love me. This love affair is about you and me. Am I making myself clear? I’m giving you 100%. I’m trying with all my might. Can’t you see? I need something to sustain me to keep letting you amuse yourself in and out of my love and not laying any foundation. Commit to me. Let’s have the, “How many babies do you want?” conversation. A true man doesn’t allow his woman to carried the weight of a one-sided relationship. Waiting until her man is man enough to step up to the plate and confess his love and bear the load together; and not in and out of separation. Get out! I don’t need you here, your deadweight. I’m keeping it real! Time for me to move on. I need my true love and a real conversation. I demand real affection and a true lover with a lot of appreciation. The End
The separation test usually works, if he was the one for her he’ll be back. The separation was supposed make him miss her. Living apart should leave him feeling that he’s ready to have more than the two of them had before the test was exposed. Some men don’t know how to separate the relationship from their friend’s relationships and what’s going on in the world. Some men can’t determine the woman they’re with from another woman in their world. When a man or a woman can’t connect, there are deeper issues and a fear to open-up and to love freely. To love like you never been hurt.
Women that are true to love have believed that since we know what we want, men should know what they want so, come clean fearful men. You’re using the cop-out system with every excuse in the book. What’s really-going on? Are you mentally wounded from your past and her past and everyone else’s that you’ve known to have had relationship problems? You have been exposed. You have deep trust issues. You need time to deal with them. Get over yourself and grow up! A woman love a man that can meet her half way, discuss things and come up with solutions. Decide.